Keep trying - you're wise to see that HP might have other meetings for you to consider. What I got from this is the reminder that suiting up and showing up is important to do. The meetings are really for the newcomer...and it's hard for the newcomer's to find meetings if we don't go.
Wish that I had been there in that parking lot to welcome you. I would have been able to welcome you in person to a program and fellowship that will provide you with the tools to grow - and get your life back!
Keep trying......SR has been my "meeting in a pinch" (and so much more) for almost 3 years now.
Hugs - Donna