Awwww Big Sis
I am so sorry all this is going on...
Please don't be too hard on yourself.... progress not perfection
today is a new day....I hope you can take a deep breath and change what you can (make amends if necessary) and accept what is for now
as always....babies are a priority and I know grandma will do what is needed to keep the babies safe while letting mama and papa continue life's lessons
on another note,
Boy could I relate about the successful "accountant" hoping to put his assests into a profitable retirement account!!
I find myself envying those types too....
me?...I am hoping to make it to retirement with a shred of sanity still intact!!
(((hugs)))