BigSis, I truly understand the adrenaline rush that kicks into any mama that is trying to protect their babies, grown babies and tiny grandbabies alike. I've been there and done that and found that the only person affected was ME.
We know the drill but sometimes we hate the process and end up with a huge panic/adrenaline rush that takes us places we ought not go.
You have been under huge personal pressure lately, and combine that with lack of sleep and babies in danger and what you have is chaos waiting to happen.
Take a deep breath, do what you need to do to find your own balance and peace in all this, and grab the lesson and move forward a little wiser albeit bruised from the experience.
Sending huge hugs and big prayers for all of you, it's just not where any mama wants to be.
Hugs and Love
