Thank you Tazman. In my head, I know you are right. In my heart, I just feel like I am letting everyone down by giving up on him. I realize though, I can't make him make the right choices so protecting my kids and myself must be my first priority. I am still in so much shock, I never thought he would actually do this. In spite of his addiction, I expected so much more from this man. I guess that is my fault though. I have been in denial for so long. I downplayed his disease and for that I feel guilty. I wish I would have handled it differently but what is done is done. I have to learn to look forward, it just hurts.
Thanks again,
Melissa