i've got no desire to drink anymore-dont get me wrong-i could murder one, just to take the edge off things but i know that one would lead to 2 and then to 3-and thats a loop i just don't want to get back into-i've done a lot of soulsearching in the last couple of days-and i've faced up to some things in my life that were getting in my way-the things i used to block out with a drink-the people and support i've found on here are nothing short of phenomenal-i never thought anybody else would understand me and what i'm going through-all my life it's been a case of "well that's your problem-get over it"-to find support and advice-has really helped-personally i want to get to day 7-and then day 31-thats my immediate goal-but as god's my judge i really couldnt have started this without the help i found here.