i remember as a child watching my mother and father sitting around drinking with friends-and it was an everyday thing-i grew up around alcohol so it was normality to me-and i seen some pretty nasty sights-some of which i can still see now-25 years later-stuff that will never leave me-my mum climbing the walls cos there was no drink around etc-no violence or anythin-just what effect alcohol had on people-and theres no way in god's world-that my son is going to look back at his childhood like i do-no way whatsoever-and yes i AM determined-i'm not wrecking his life and my own just for the sake of a temporary fix !!