Welcome to SR
congrats on your days sober. It don't matter how or why we get here and get sober or clean. Its what we do next? I learnt about my addiction and how to live with it without self medicating and am now learning about myself and life on lifes terms not my terms
I can't do this alone I need other addicts to stand beside. I work the program of NA and try to live by those spritual principles, there are a few programs and some do it with counselling, best to have a plan and take the action in it.
Kevin