When things get back to normal, am I still going to be able to be strong? Or will I give in? I want more than anything to believe that it is going to keep going on like this, the thought comes, dismiss it, but what happens when I am having that hard day at work, and all I want is to come home and have that one glass of wine, which will no doubt to into a bottle at least?
That is where working a program of recovery comes in handy. They give us the tools to not drink no matter what. There are a variety of different programs out there. Here is a link to a list of them. Personally AA is the one that has worked for me. I wish you well. I know you can get through this.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-programs.html