Hi Iwanttoquit... I'm on day 2 as well. Trying to face the most recent repercussions of my ways... and the shame of this all... and facing the need to quit... and it all makes me want a drink!
Anyhow, I'm contimplating an AA meeting tonight too, but for some reason I always have a difficult time with "that step". I know you said you have an aversion to the HP portion, for me, that's not it. I Think it might be the "reality check" of the admission. I don't know.
Meeting here starts at 8, I know because my husband recently started going. I see there is a newbie chat at 9 (Eastern)...
Think I'll go back to bed and give up thinking about it until then. Maybe that's the best strategy for the moment... ??