Lesa if you want to get away from him, call a women's crisis line or any help line and get yourself to a shelter.
Rape is a criminal act and you don't have to be a victim. Please get yourself safe, then figure out what you want to do from there.
I'm so sorry he did this, you have nothing to feel ashamed about, Lesa, just get yourself some place safe and know we are praying for you.
Hugs