Originally Posted by
Mcribb 
man there were times good things were going on around me but i felt alone and felt really low. I felt really low
Being drunk all the time reminds me of a quote in the movie Fight Club. "When you have insomnia, you are never really asleep and your are never really awake." Just insert drunk where insomnia is. My wake up call had been bothering me for a while. I didn't feel anything because I was either drunk or high all the time. I couldn't remember what actual feelings felt like and thats when I decided that enough was enough. I decided that I needed to do something before I ended up messing up anymore of my life.