Thank's everyone
I know I will never drink social ever. So, I do not even try anymore. I do not miss drinking at all. In 1998 I quit drinking because it was making me sick. But I smoked pot for the next 2 years. I had a breakdown I think in 2000. I did drink one drink that I was sure it had about 4 shots in it.
That day in dec after that drink I knew something had to change. I went to couseling for two years. I had issues with anixety to. It was just hard for me to explain WHY I just stopped without AA.
That is why I wanted to know the different levels.