Man, these posts about the dreams are hitting home to me as well. I've dreamed that I was drinking the last two nights. It does remind me of how bad I felt while I was drinking. Waking up and thinking that you lost your mind and ruined your sobriety is a terrible feeling. I've only been sober 9 days and I would give anything to be at 42 with you User. Just keep on keepin on man. Your doing so well!