User Name,
As a newcomer, I'm still in a place of looking up to you and what you've accomplished over the past forty-two days.
That said, I think Anna's got a great idea there-- journaling has helped me tremendously during the times I've managed to stay sober. I'd encourage you to stay tenacious, and to know that like all things, these feelings too will pass.
Best wishes to you! Stay strong, and all that stirs <i>will</i> eventually settle. If it didn't, I don't believe ANYONE would EVER achieve sobriety! Let the fact that many others have succeeded from the place(s) we're at serve as proof that things will get better.
All the best,
B'sT