Hi sympathy gone! Welcome! I can truly say this site has been a godsend to me in so many ways...I am so glad you foound this. Do you have any family around to talk with? I am married (12 years) to an alcoholic...3 children and I know firsthand the feelings you are experiencing. It was just December when I came clean to my fam and friends about my AH and his alcohol abuse. I find myself so much more empowered as I read all the responses and recieve the support from everyone here and without manipulation or the least bit of ridicule. So glad you are here and hugs to you!
Oh...I have found my own personal escape in journaling my thoughts...good bad..or whatever they may be...
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