Wow! Glad you made it back, man - sounds like you almost didn't...
Good luck, congrats on Day 4, and please keep going to meetings and doing whatever it takes to not drink any more.
It's an awful thing to say, but I hope this is as bad as it gets and this is your bottom... obviously the ICU/forest incident wasn't, so maybe this is. I know we don't know each other, but I have been reading your posts for 3 weeks now and I feel like I know where you're coming from.
Hang in there mate.