Well, I came within a hare's breath away from going back to drinking again, found all kinds of justifications and excuses for drinking and then finally asked my room mate to go down and get me a case of beer and a pack of cigs once he arrived home.
Thankfully, he was able to talk me through it and that really helped but I came soooo close and that was really scarey!. I tell you, the cravings have been driving me mad. They are non-existant in the mornings but by the late afternoon, they drive me nuts until later on in the evening after I've eaten and such. Perhaps the timing of the cravings has something to do with the fact that every other day I would usually start drinking between noon and 2:00PM.
I came so close. What if the next time it's "for real"??. Scarey stuff ):
- Need4Change