Damn, I was opening presents this morning, my Mom was laughing, step dad was opening something and that song comes on the radio, that starts with,
SO THIS IS CHRISTMAS....... AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE........
ANOTHER YEAR OVER, A NEW YEAR YET BEGUN.....
I used to ALWAYS HEAR THAT SONG, EITHER,
in the hospital, with my head my in shame from my eating disorder, (deep deep shame), most recently shame from my
meth addiction, or depression, suicide thoughts, I never thought
I would understand that song, or what it meant.....
Today it came on, and I was half laughing, and half holding back tears cause my parents have no idea how far I've come.
There is always hope.