The anti depressants will take about a month to fully kick in but the therapy will help right away - and NO beatting yourself up for not doing this sooner.... that will negate your progress.... you did it when it was right for you and that is ALL you look at - no looking backwards - AT ALL!!!
see folks - here is a perfect example where Bonbon had created a what if situation that frightened her into doing nothing and I bet that not one thing she imagined would happen happened when she took this step.... Fear is a VERY VERY power emotion folks - stronger and more powerful that love at times and 10 times more destructive...but all it is, is an emotion... and emotions can be changed.... folks don't imagine what if's.... just move forward and be secure in the knowledge that you can handle anything that is thrown your way....
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