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I know what you are going thru. My doctor just prescribed an anti-depressant for me and even though I hadn't been taking it long, maybe it did help me to remain focused enough not to totally loose my mind when the A was missing.
I know I need to focus on me now. I always knew that recently but the focus would always return to him. I know I can do it, I have to do it! I am determined. I also know you can do it too!!
Hang in there, keep your chin up and know that we are all here for you.
Many hugs.
Love,
Debbie