I have plenty of fears.
My biggest fear was that a damning GOD.
As a codi..one of my biggest fears was afraid of living alone
or being alone.
Fear of abandonment
Fear of not being good enough
Fear of lost
For me my perceptions has changed over the years.
I'm not fearful of having fears anymore.
The same as accepting my anger.
I belive working the steps from codependency piont of view
had help me greatly
However overwhelming..once I put fear in
as just another one of my emotions and accepting as just
that..it took the power out fear. Not entirely...but they became
less overwhelming.
Alot of it for me was ...I never process my fears or felt
my fears..so they became overwhelming when I feel fears.
So my mind didn't know what to do
it's how i react to my fears.
I think making a list of fears is very healthy. well, facing our fears
and excercising feeling them and processing them.
Courage is not without fears...it's facing our fears that we obtain
courage.
I'm Thai...if you ever visit Thailand. You see big statues of demons
in front of monisteris...Those things scared the living **** out of me
as a child..everytime we go to the monisteries...I would get the
hee bee gee bees.lol
No one had ever explain that to me...why they're there.
I was getting the impression of ..man.... do they warship
demons or what.lol
Well...after doing a little reserch of my background a little bit.
You know..trying to find myself..
Those status are put up to remind people to face their fears.lol
i still don't like to watch horror films..that's crazy for me.lol
mmm...that's why i don't like to live alone. I get all these
crazy thoughts of ghost or crazy spirits at night.
yeah...I still have to sleep with my night lights.lol