Welcome Finallystopping
I have scars on my face and head that tell the story of some of my drinking mis-adventures.
I'm glad that you are seeing a doctor.
We really do beat our selves up huh? When I drank, I had times when I'd wake up with blood all over my pillow and not remember what happened.
One of the big advantages of sobriety is that I am no longer falling over and hurting myself.
I hope you find the road of recovery, and I hope you don't hurt yourself by drinking anymore. Please pop in and tell us how it's going, k?
chip