yeap..it sure is but you don't have to do it alone...you know that.
We all need help though this process.
yeap...when the casheir rings up the price of booze before
i put it on the counter..it gets me thinking.. why in the
heck don't I just buy more for tommorow?lol
yeap, that trust issue is a mind and heart twister.
You'll let go of it when you get tire of it..
maybe you are ready now, that's why you're starting to
face it a little bit at a time.
or maybe there's other trust issues in your life too.
so when you get miss trust in AA it triggers old trust issues
you have already, therefore making it double whamie.
so all of this escaping stuff is just your way of coping
yes, there has to be more than life to that routine, but why
in the hell i kept doing samething night after night is beyound me.lol
truning into a pickle at a young age sucks..lol
can't be a cucumber again.
Just keep reaching out Jes...AA or no AA.