HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!
Originally Posted by
SaTiT 
okay..trust is the issue..I just say
" I'm not ready or in a hurry to go out and get into a relationship.
or I'm not well"lol
So i guess i'm loving myself
more and more each day through this process.
SaTiT~ I think that's it, i'm just not ready and need to do more work on me for now. Unfortunately i've been that person to put a timeline on things. Like i should be married by X age and kids by Y age and house by Z age which i'm finding that it doesn't have to be that way.
I"m trying to love myself, it's tough and i'm definately trying to get there. I'm so used to putting everyone else in front of me and my needs that i don't know who i even am. Anyways, I'm trying not to get sad that he's probably at her house for the holiday and everything's hunky dorey!! Probably not the case as i should know better. But i will make the most of today.