first off congrats on 72 days, having a sponsor, and working with him. cut your self some slack!!! at 72 days i was still very very sick. the first year my life was totally unmanageable! hell, im at 21+ months and still unmanageable! today i went to macy's and bought a $165 lacoste hoodie that i couldnt afford. progress not perfection....cut yourself some slack.