Rose,
I have been out of touch with everyone...new puppy...GREAT!
It sounds like you HAVE come a long way...loving your husband and hating the disease..that is letting go with love.
I think men in general react differently to problems in life than woman (and many times we love them for it)...they tend to beat their chest and scream "Why me?" Just one more thing that we have no control over.
You have come so far...keep up the good work.
Peace amid the storm,
JT