dear nikki...
please first know that it is absolutely not your fault!!! i am the mother of a 16 yr old addict daughter. i am also new to this forum. i honestly can't give you alot of advise, because i am not honestly at a point with my own family that i feel like i know enough!! but the things i know that made me feel better we're researching all the drugs my daughter was doing, knowing the signs of drug use, and most recently finding this forum. i just wanted to let you know you are not alone, and there are ALOT of very wise and compassionate people here to help you through this time.~~again.......you are not alone!