(((graci))))
I know it hurts your heart, but I think you have some decisions to make.
Nothing has to be decided now, but maybe you need to think about what you want YOUR life to be in a year from now, or even 5 years from now.
Other than your abf, getting sober, and working his program, what would make YOU happy?
Hugs to you ,
from the mom of 2 addict sons,