Originally Posted by
earthmama 
I feel like I can't move forward in the program without dealing with this. I mean, I can not drink, one day at a time, but can I really be sober? Can I really live? Has anyone else dealt with this? How can I move past it?
Work the steps with a sponsor, it worked for me. Sobriety is a process and a slow one at that. Getting well takes time and dosent happen over night.