hershey's kiss,
Gosh, I hate this for you. The ups and downs, the questions with no answers....it just goes on and on.
I'm the mother of 2 sons, both who are addicts, so I know the roller coaster ride from a parents view. I'll always be their mother, that will never change.
But, for you, you have choices here. Please think, educate yourself before you continue on this ride. You have children, and addiction is a lousy role model....
I hate to be negative here, but I wish the best for you.
Hugs, and prayers