Originally Posted by
DetachMe9 
So now I'm stuck with what to do next for myself. Stay "dug in" at the guest house waiting for him to get into a solid recovery to prove my point and assure my word has some meaning, OR, go home and try out what I've learned being alone? I wish it didn't feel like such a huge chess game.
Maybe you have more than two choices? Maybe you can take him out of the equation when you ask yourself what you want for YOUR life? Maybe it will stop feeling like a game when you stop playing it like one?
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