(((((Laura))))))
Glad you brought this here...You are not selfish to think this way...I think it is completely understandable and natural. Sometimes doing the right thing can be really frustrating. But for the sake of the kids you and your husband will have, I am so grateful that you both want to be sure you are ready to be parents before bringing them into this world. Meanwhile....here's a big squishy hug...I hope you feel more seerene again soon.
