You're not alone.
****{Hugs}}}
The divorce was final 4 years ago, he remarried 3 months later. His wife is another practicing alchy.
We were married for 25 years.
Sometimes I still miss the "fantasy" marriage, the one I never had,... the white picket fence, the helpful spouse, the great father, the recovering addict.
But it was time to cut my losses.
I got clean & he continued to use...