i really struggled around 11 months too for some reason. it was almost like i looked so forward to getting a year for so long...that when it became obvious i was going to get it...it was like a let down. when i hit the year mark i was elated. this second year has been up and down. but everything is so much better than it used to be. keep plugging away! congrats on 11 months! thats a long time without a drink.