Hippy yor home care can help you get in and hubs and mum. Overcrowing in Uk sucks. Be the squeedy wheel and get as much med spport as you can. I can't go in unless someone thinks I'm suicidal. You definately have been at that point and docs and homecare knows it. Sure to move you up the list Hippy. Squeek Squeek, let them think what they want if its going to help you get well, hun