Old 10-19-2007, 07:31 AM
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Lilyflower
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Thanks HolyQow, he lasted two days again. Drank yesterday, and I haven't spoken to him yet today to see whether he is or not. I know I'll find out when I get home.

Your right about the money. I don't know why I sometimes believe that if I take the alcohol away or if the money isn't there it'll get better. I guess it shows how much I still don't understand. I asked him whether he had stopped because of the lack of funds and he told me very honestly that if he wanted it, he would loan the money from a friend or even porn some of his belongings. I have already noticed things going astray. Not mine thankfully! But his amplifier has gone to the pron shop not to come back and his mother's gold ring that she left to him to pass to his daughter disappeared some months ago.

He told me this had been put away in 'his hiding place' upstairs. Now I believe thats gone too, which just shows how ill he is, as he was devestated with her loss and it was all he had of hers. I don't believe in this hiding place, that was most likely just a way to make me feel that he can get away with things/keep things out of my knowledge. I don't know who he thinks he's kidding there.

As really can be quite pitiful can't they?
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