Jaymie,
Congrats on your 5 days sober!!! That is so great. Be very proud of yourself. The first week is rough, but it does get better with time. I'm still kind of a newbie myself (only 6 months), but nowadays, sobriety is my lifestyle. It doesn't seem odd anymore to not be drinking. At first it did. With time, you learn to modify your lifestyle to fit around your sobriety. And it just becomes a normal day to day thing. Oh yeah, I won't lie. I still get cravings for wine sometimes, but I've learned how to work through them, and move on. I enjoy my life now.
Keep up the good work. And keep in touch with us! Whenever you start to have a weak moment, check in here and talk to someone. We can all help each other.
Keep on keeping on.....
PG