Hey all, thanks for your comments and support - tazman i didn't call anyone as i started getting them about 2 hours before m,y mtng so i thought i'd leave it. My sponser is ill too so she hasnt been answering phone much but has kept in touch daily. I knew i should of rung someone else though- i knew it was a very silly and risky place for me to be, and i guess u r right i should of simply rung someone, next time i will be sure to! Thanks as well for your positive comments on my parents reactions- will be speaking to my mum in the next 10 mins, when she finished work, feel sick
Oh well this has got to be done. Thanks too to ODAAT- it made me feel a lil better when i read your comment about your mum being cool with it and how u were scared too- makes me realise this is all part of recovery and many have to do it etc. Well folks i'll let u know how it goes.