I swear I was just talking to some friends about this VERY SAME issue!! And I too have had the two different ideas in my head..........so confused on which one is from God and which one is what I really want........I hate that!!
I mentioned when I do finally let go things get worse and how cruel it all seems. My friend mentioned that if something is still bothering you or still on your mind, then you haven't quite let it go yet.
Letting go has and still is the hardest thing for me to do. And sitting still........forget it! As a result......I suppose I'll be practicing patience for a long time to come.
This is a great thread!