merlin

Hi All......................................don't know where to start, it feels odd to sit here at the pc and think of just how to convey my sense of desperation and isolation, but guess a lot of you will have felt that yourselves.

I have always been a fairly heavy social drinker but over the years have drunk more indoors as I have lost touch with friends. I have been drinking more lately because of personal issues (more details if you want) and am drinking myself into a stupor and cannot remember much, I am crying and sobbing etc.

I feel so desperate, but have managed to get promotion in my job and have managed to arrange some counselling soon....................but don't know where to go from here, feel I can't see the wood for the trees and feel numb............

Any advice would be well received..................