"Crying For Kris"
I can relate to exactly how you feel. I am exactly where you are right now.
My 18 yr old daughter is in her 2nd day of rehab (again) as I sit here on the verge of tears I keep asking myself does she really mean it this time, is she going to be on a serious road to recovery and I am afraid of the truth. Her heroin addiction has gotten worse over 3 yrs time. I cry all the time because I am afraid she is going to end up in jail or dead.
I don't have the strenght to kick her out in the street and at the same time I don't know where I will find the power to put up with this addict behavior if she doesn't clean up.
My prayers are with you. Sometimes I can barely get through the days functional. I know everyone says you have to let them go, but I don't know how to do that.