Hey Mac,
I remember back, I didn't want to go to meetings either!
(Yup, thought I could Fix myself!) Then, once I went, I found another support system JUST FOR ME, and it made a huge difference in my life, and in the way I handle stress, and situations, and everyday life!
It seems that every time I go to a meeting, it's always something I need to hear.
Hugs to you, glad you're here!