as soon as i woke this morning i checked this and i just wanted to thank all of your for your kindnesses.......living is so hard....i am trying to be strong...i plan to go to a nar anon meeting tonight but i really dont want to....right now, this is my only help............i just dont understand how she could be doing so well, working on her life, and thow it away......i am afraid with every fall, she is further away from recovery...........i feel my life has been a waste how could i fail so...her brother wants nothing to do with her....i love them both...my husband cant handle my sadness....thank you all again