((((macmerry)))
Well, big hugs to you, and welcome to Sober Recovery.
I can feel your hurt, I have been there, too. Some days, I still feel that deep anguish, wishing there was just SOMETHING I could do to fix the situation.
What I've learned so far, (still, hopefully learning every day!) is that I didn't cause it, I can't control it, and I can't cure it! The 3 C's!
Anyway, you need to take care of you. Get it a program, Naranon, or Alanon will do, start using the steps, and turn your daughters life over to her Higher Power. It's what saved me, and I am the mom of 2 addict sons. And keep posting, we're all here for you...
Hugs to you...