Well said BP44 I experimented with controled drinking for about 5 years, always deciding "Oh yea, I got this under control." Funny thing I always seemed to wind up with in a week or 2 right back where I was or worse every time, until finally I had to drink every day, there was no longer a choice as to whether or not I was going to drink, I had to!
Pixel I hope for your sake you are a normal drinker, like I said I spent 5 years doing what you are doing right now, if you can control it then my hat is off to you, just keep in mind that if you find your control getting out of control we are still here.