Yup. We are here for you.
I found that when I did the steps with a sponsor, serenity was more frequent.
When I first got sober, my emotions were all over the place too. Last night, I went to my new home group meeting and cried as well. Then my sponsor rang me and I told her all my woes. She reminded me to look at my part and to ask God to lift that. I ended up having a good afternoon.
Make it through this and you will be that much stronger hun.