I'm sorry your going through that. Poeple can be mean or thought less.
But you cannot continue to hurt yourself on top of being hurted by someone
else already.
Please reach out to people that will support you and not judge you.
I found that through the rooms of recovery. these poeple love me
until i can learned to love myself.
There's readings in the AA Big Book that pretty much have answers
to your situations.
I once felt like that too...but today, i would just laugh at them.lol
You don't have to bend over backwards to be accepted
and why would you want to be friended a bunch of snot nosers
that think their sheit don't stink, anyways.
what have they done for you , to assist you or even help you.
So why would you want to try to fit in into a group of people that
are mean...they're just humans just like you, not any more, not anyless.
they bleed just like you. So why beat up on yourself.
So why would you hurt yourself just becuase others arn't being nice
or decent..stop blaming yourself for someone's else problems.
yes, i know rejections hurts, and I'm very sorry for that.
you can't change those people, but you can change yourself
and ignore people that discorage you
Beside you're there to work and not to kiss other's butt.
I mean... if there was a butt that i needed to kiss..it would be
the person that's signing my check..that the one i only get right.
anythings else is child's play.