Well I think with me...The bad or immoral things I have done to myself..others..and my family are a remider to me as to why I dont want to use again. It sickens me to end when I think of some of things I have done over the years. If I start feeling an urge to use...I think of the worst things that have happened because of my use and it makes me hate the thought of wanting to use.
But on the other hand if you are thinking of fun times and strolling down memory lane of the good ole days. That si a big no no for me. I can not think of the good times. Because those good times came with a very hefty price in the end. But eventually lead to a re;apse.