Sherry, I want to welcome you and to send a big hug because today you did a very brave thing. I'm so sorry this is happening, but glad you are keeping yourself and your child safe.
Something that may help you get through this and find your balance again is going to a meeting. Maybe your inlaws could care for your child while you take some "you" time and go see what it's all about.
My prayers go out for all of you, this must be a very emotionally draining time.
Hugs