Paulos do you live in a brewery?
If you do not buy beer, you will not have beer.
There are several easy steps to not drink:
1. Get rid of all booze in your house. (You do this)
2. Do not go to the store to buy beer.
3. Do not go to a bar to drink beer.
4. Do not let a frieind or relative bring you beer.
5. Do not pick up a beer.
6. Do not open a beer.
These are all things that are very simple and if you want to stop drinking more then you want to drink you can do.
Print out what not to do, make copies, tape a copy on very door in your house where you have to see it before you go anywhere.
Wrap all your money in a copy of the do not do list.
The only person who can get Paulos drunk is Paulos!
Here is a great to do list.
1.When ever you light a cigarrette get on SR and read about how alcoholism kills and tell people you do not want to drink.
2. When ever you think about having a drink read the do not do list and then get on SR and read about how alcoholism kills and tell people you do not want to drink.
Easy to do Paulos if you REALLY want to stop.
I would suggest going to a support group but I know from talking to you in the past that is not an option for you.